boggled.

you know, at first when i started this blog i wasn’t sure as to what was going to be my context.

i knew i didn’t want to make it so personal, but at the same time i know to entice a reader there has to be a certain amount of closeness.

so far i’ve managed to stay away from anything that is my personal life and keep it strictly interests. as in, what interests me: what i like, what i look on the internet for, what inspires me to what i think is just dope.

but over lunch (with a very close friend of mine) i was having a conversation about life and the people you wish to have involved in yours.

lately i’ve been given a test of life. knowing who my real friends are…and all i know is that if i really truly believe someone to be my friend then (in any case whatsoever, not even depending on closeness, although, those closer get paid to closer) that person will know it. 

i guess the testament of true friendship has always crossed my path…and although i’ve never felt that i’ve really been tested to the testament of my friendship (whoa) with particular people, the test has been put in my face. (lol, i think that only makes sense to me…but whatever…)

i would just like to say, if you’re my friend and i have offended you in some sort of way, then just let me know. we are all so caught up in our own lives that sometimes we forget to go beyond the realm of our own to be concerned about others.  

i would hate to know that there is someone out there that i have hurt and wasn’t aware of it. because if i was aware of it, it would be taken care of and there would not be any hard feelings. i  would hate to have it on my conscience that i offended someone out there and didn’t do anything about it.

straight up.

 .t